Yesterday might be the best night ever in 2013. Made so many new friends at Vin’s open house and they’re really really fun. Funny, cute, fun. And of course, I laughed A LOT. It’s been quite some time since I last laughed so much.
You know what, I don’t really care about him anymore. Just get lost man, dude. I hate him. If he still thinks that I like him, well I can’t do anything but to just pray for him that he can really get over the fact that I liked him before.
Anyway, I texted with b till midnight yesterday. I don’t know why but I feel weird when he said Ade is pretty. I told him quite many things about what I encountered last night. The games, the people I met, how much fun I had. Oh, and he said that he’ll stay single until he finds a life partner. I wasn’t sure how to react or what to feel about this. I was relieved but at the same time I felt sad, mostly sad.
I will try my best not to push people away. I will work harder for my studies. I want to be a better person. I want to be like Vin, she’s so fun and she’s never too shy to be around guys. And I want to be comfortable around guys. Just so you know, I was very comfortable around Vin’s college friends, James, Hui Li, Derrick, Ralan and Qi Hong.