Not anymore

by Steph

The more I try not to care about sw, the more he appears in my mind. He is, by far the best guy I’ve ever loved. I can hate him, and love him at the same time. Somehow I want to bask in the rays of pain as long as possible. Maybe I just think that I’ll never meet or love someone as good as him.

They said it’s the best to move on. Do not stuck at the same page.  But I want to stay here forever. I’m afraid that I might not love that hard again. Fall that deep again. Anymore.

“If it’s meant to be, it’ll be.”

“Let go, and let God.”