envy at its best

by Steph

I envy people who are in love with someone right now. Like B with Nat, CJ with Yich, Maki with his girl. Someone whom they can touch and see everyday. And I too, envy people who can see him everyday, joke with him everyday, eat with him, laugh with him. Sometimes he sort of intimidates me, he’s so “high up there” and sometimes he seems so fun and nice.

I wanna start everything again. From the beginning.

“Hi, my name is _____. And yours?”