Turning legally 18 tomorrow. Just thinking of growing

by Steph

Turning legally 18 tomorrow. Just thinking of growing up, getting older year by year, it freaks me out every single time. I’m terrified, I have no idea what I want to do nor who I want to be. I don’t know why but I’m blurred by what’s in front of me. As in, I don’t feel like doing homework or studying or helping my mum with house chores. I just wanna lay in my bed all day long. Escape myself to my dreamland. Out of reality and into imaginations and dreams.

Oh and I have to stop procrastinating. I gotta study a lot to catch up with what I’ve lost. I gotta wake up and do my work. God bless me with good grades and great personality.