Dying might be my only option

by Steph

Cause I want to die.

I feel like dying. I don’t care if my parents would feel sad or maybe my dad wouldn’t at all, I still want to die. For the time being, I literally live for my friends. For me, there is not a single reason for me to live as a human being, except my friends. They are the ones who keep me alive. 

Cause I want to die. 

No pain, no feelings, no nothing at all. Life’s great when you aren’t living, because you ain’t even living anymore, you’ll just sleep to the next decade, next century, next light year.

Cause I want to die.

Everything is my fault. every single thing. “you always like to find excuses for yourself!!!!!”

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