you’ll always be my favourite “what if”

by Steph

I fell. 

I was hurt.

I learned. 

But God forbids me from dwelling and basking in the gloomy past. So I moved on. 

Now I fell again. 

With a whole new person.

But something in me restraints me from doing that. My consciousness. My mind. 

But God seems to allow my feelings to triumph over my sanity.