// greatest risk; greatest reward //

My boyfriend is by far the greatest risk I’ve ever taken, and the greatest reward God has ever given to me. 

One day my boyfriend came in with a great news – getting offered by the university of leeds. And yes, my first reaction wasn’t the “oh-i’m-so-proud-of-you” kinda face but the “har” face. 

I cried in the cinema secretly. I cried at night. I cried in the shower. I cried in my bedroom. I cried in the car. 

I totally did not see this coming. Not at all. I just, cry all the time. I am even crying now as I am typing this. 

I love him, God I just love him so so much. I’m never letting him go unless our relationship has become toxic or unhealthy.